I AM SO SORRY. {{Non-Hiatus Hiatus-thing}}

[Ivan Braginski]

Alright. So -- I'm sorry if this is getting into too many personal issues in advance before I finish this message.... *sigh*

I am currently in the middle of a wave of anxiety attacks and it has not been easy for me. I'm dealing with a lot of stuff right now and it is frustrating me -- some other mental issues have come up that I don't feel comfortable discussing online as well -- but I can tell you this much; I'm currently seeing my old psychiatrist again and I am back on medication.

I'm busy busy busy with work (where I've found a considerable amount of stress and had a panic attack {{where they are now second guessing my ability to work. It's ridiculous}}) and I am not in good mental head space to be spending too much time online.

I will most certainly be back and reply to everyone I need to reply to as soon as I can -- this could be a day or two. Next I have free time I'll reply.

Thank you for listening. That was kind of hard to type out... It most certainly didn't help my mood but it needed to be said.

from Russia with love,

Elle

[Emiliana Guadalupe de León]

O-Oh, bb. ;A;

I know I already mentioned this, but I hope you feel better soon. And there's no need to rush yourself. Real life trumps the internets, so just focus on yourself, okay? :<

[Ivan Braginski]

Thank you so much. <3

I have found the time to reply, but my mood hasn't really... increased. I wrote this more or less to say -- so, if you go away for a few days you know this is because I'm probably having a wave of depression or anxiety.

I'm back for now ^^;;